Hello Mr Sshteeve, you made a beautiful , community knitting Topic. And it's real fun to read eachothers messages . But...There's always a but ( * As long as it isn't your butt then things won't be that bad...moron)...i think you made a little mistake. No offence , as a Boatswain you must have sailed with hundreds of different people and it is more than understandable that you start to mix personalities with a different Gamertag...You should dive into your memories and put the right name towards that person you described because he certainly isn't me...
Now that being said ...
i would like to tell that this is a very hard Topic actually...You won't say it if you see my Dead Skin Mask of a face but i really enjoy all those different people i have played with...As some of you know , i sail regularry with a crew that contains my Best Friends of the Sea .
Putting all the names of people i hold in my Heart would outreach more than 100 and some would become afraid that they are in my Heart , because they may seem to misunderstand the meaning of it...
You know , this game , This Pirate game that may have so many trollic oppertunities after a first fast glimpse ,has something hidden under it's Sea Surface...i have made so many Friends , in the past two years ...In the beginning of this Forum it seemed hard to be able to play with someone. There was no SOT yet , not even Alpha's . It was also very hard for me to try to make a connection, i have never been a social guy, i'm more the wallflower type of guy that looks at all the people and would desperately join the game or conversation ,but is way to afraid to ask if i could join...
That and the fact i can hardly write English , certainly in the beginning ( * Beginning?....Seriously? ...You still can't write , moron!) gave me a hard start but many ,well almost 100 percent of the Forum of the beginning , were very welcoming and Friendly...Even before the game i started to feel that something special could be happening for me...
The First Alpha came and Rare ,who needed the opinion of the European Champion of Stupidiy, included me...There were three sessions and i played all three of them...Never did a game trigger such a warm Tsunami filled with adrenaline in my veins, those people who were and still are Forum Legends gave me such a welcome and such a great game that that moment will never be erased out of my head...
i will propably be looked upon with judging eyes but when the server closed i sat shaking in my attic and tears were rolling over my cheeks...
It was seven years , seven since i had talked with people that i didn't knew...
They had gotten me out of my prison...i have been opened purely because i got accepted , after so many years of feeling not good enough...The mental Darkness that had pushed me more than once to...extreme thoughts and handlings ,had finally found an opponent i couldn't subdue...
Every person i meet, even now , that i seem to be a rattling machinegun that never shuts his mouth , still makes me stronger and adds to my inner happiness...i would call out all my crew that i'm in, all those i play regurally with but also all those that i have only played once , even the "enemies" , because every person has contributed to the fact that i really enjoy this game...But you know me and my faulthy brain ( * Oi, puke face , keep a lid on it , what do you expect of two braincells, be glad with what has been given to you....moron) , trying to name them all and forgetting one or more would be a crime...So i won't...This time...
i love the Old Forum, have seen it almost destroyed after the release and the following months ,but now i see that the Real Pirates who love the Sea , who love and respect the work , no tremendous work of Rare, are slowly but certainly retaking this Forum...
i am nothing and certainly don't have much to say since on a dark moody day i erased my account , but i love how " Old " and " New " Pirates are working together to repair what was almost broken...
Sorry for long text ( * You liar , you love to hear your inner voice ,you egocentric moron ...But listening to my advice ...Oh no, then puke face George is deaf...) but nah , wait i ain't sorry...i would like to write even more ( * If you could write ,that is , fruitcake)
